In that amount of time, Chris's phone will be shut off. I will have no more communication with him. I called him today to see if by chance he still wanted to do something tomorrow and the subject of his line getting disconnected came up.
I told him i figure i probably won't be hearing from him for awhile and he said probably not until he gets a new phone.
So why does it bother the fuck out of me that i sit here and keep thinking how he'll find a way to talk to his bitch though?
Jesus Chris, I'm so fucking glad to be done with him.
I'm so glad that i will no longer be able to access his phone records anymore.
I'm still pretty sad though. I think we're definately gonna part ways. And I know I should be all happy about it.
I'm getting all pissy and sad again so I'll just stfu now.
But I have been taking 5-HTP since Monday and it seems to be helping. I'm definately not as moody and there have been opportunites to get all pissy and complete emo about things and i found myself just being like meh, whatev.
Man I wanna get SMASHED tonight. I hate having no friends here to hang with.
